I dont know where i belong in this world

Being an adult means spending your  one day off from work doing your taxes for the first time. theres no use in complaining! my last therapist taught me this mindset that basically accepts life at face value when a bad thing is inevitable. going to work is the way of life…. no point in complaining

i lthink im depressed and unfortunately you must leap through hoops of fire in order to secure a weekly therapist so  i dont know when it is going to get better. maybe layer this year. i just want to feel okay and stop thinking so much. and i hope these meds will help with that in the long run. or maybe sometime soon. please.. z I dont know what to do with myself