finals

I hate finals. I just finished a finals project and I've got 2 more to finish and if I fail my math finals then I fail math so that's great. also I dont understand why people think being a vocalist is easy. my voice is so fucking tired, im so fucking tired. every god damn day I am practicing and all the stuff I have to do just so I get into collage. I have to do as many choirs as possible (5 at the moment), musicals, staying after to practice, and taking as many music classes as possible. I am too mentally ill for this shit. the thing is what would I do if I were to quite. like ive dedicated more than 2/3rd of my life to music aaahhhhh