Payten's Song by Codie Jane, Payten Wren

i've been recollecting

i've been thinking about you and me

am i a bad person?

i don't want you to be my only

take the words out your mouth

i don't even believe in this opinion

you didn't go that far south

why am i acting like you did?

i love you with all my life

but i don't like you all the time

am i borderline

just painting you out as the bad guy?

tell me if i'm projecting

'cause you still raise my mood

tell me if i'm a broken

record just playing you

if i don't agree and not follow your lead

i could be strictly me, meanwhile

you're happier than ever and i'm proud of your endeavors

don't you know i want forever in a glass house?

drive me around this town

it's your high that keeps you down

protecting your heart, it's worse for wear

but deep inside that's all that's there

you changed me in good ways

but maybe in the worst way too

i know now i wanna be like you but not you

tell me if i'm projecting

'cause you still raise my mood

tell me if i'm a broken

record just playing you

if i don't agree and not follow your lead

i could be strictly me, meanwhile

you're happier than ever and i'm proud of your endeavors

don't you know i want forever in a glass house?

tell me if i'm projecting

'cause you still raise my mood

tell me if i'm a broken

record just playing you

if i don't agree and not follow your lead

i could be strictly me, meanwhile

you're happier than ever and i'm proud of your endeavors

don't you know i want forever in a glass house?

i'm losing my senses, i'm starting to float

why is it your words that live in my throat?

a mind so loud, no, i can't hear a sound

why do i feel dead when you aren't around?

no, i am not projecting

i have my own life

just tell me i'm not broken

your songs aren't in my mind

i will not agree, i won't follow your lead

i'll be strictly me, meanwhile

you're happier than ever, i'm proud of your endeavors

don't you know we'll live forever in a glass house?