getting stoned on 19-MARCH-2026

9:15am took 20mg of edibles

930am made breakfasttt :3 well almost. im making tea in the microwave and i have to watch it so the milk doesnt boil over. as they say, a watched pot never boils, but i was determined. then i got distracted and THATS when the milk started boiling over. caught it just in time tho

9:47am AAAA SOMEONE RANG THE DOORBELLLL

9:45am feeling a little fuzzy

10:07 woah

i was thinjking

and uhm

ok imagine this as a song

the numbers indicate general pitch

123123123123

10:17. i looked at this number and felt i should have some strong reaction to crying, bellowing "to early!" or "too late!". despite the growing volume and growing echo as the gravelly voice utters each syllable, i cannot precisely place a singular reason as to why such a number would have so much bearing upon my life.

or perhaps i had overindulged an impulsive fantasy, and would realize just that in on moment then go about our day.

ah. i see now. i was aware in the brief interval of when my brain had incorrectly scanned my watch and when my eyes corrected my percpetion.

waow

10:12 ah. i had. misread it again.

11:22 whoops i kind of forgot about this

ive been sineding voicenotes to peopl! i sound so sillyyy

acid tabs look yummerrrrrr yummy yum

11:27 my dad apparentl lost hiw house key on the driveway

id already checked this mornig but didnt find anything

hes asked fo ran update and upon haring my report he asked that i check again

as it remains i am quite terrified of leaving the house in my particular state of mind

so unfortunately my fulfillment of that request shall be rather delayed

11:30 ok ok o kim gonna try callng my bff afnd see how we handle it

11:57 i didnt have to check the driveway! my dad found his keys 

12:07listening to Lost in the COOL VOID by casali's cool void with a friend! couretsy of Dirty Machine

12:42 went downt o pet millie, im back now

i watched dead end by vewn

12:55moved to the couch and got into a blanket

1:40 showered

2:10 done showering

2:35 made a cheese sandwich

3:12 still feeling kind of dopey and sleepy. hope my dad  brings some food or makes tea

3:16 dad called me back, said he'd buy some food :3

3:33 i asked some questions abt acid for future writin reference and the guy i asked is still sending info... did not exoeect this muc hdedication or vastness of content

3:44 there are vathedrals everywhere for thsoe with eyes to see. for example i van vividly imagine a fandom for the Trevor and the Virgin story that drew gooden tlaking about in his videos on Hooked

4:13 my eyes r a bit irritated. wehre is my dad broooo

4:20 heheh weed number

am super sleepy

6:45 ok so i slept 4 a bit, and my dad just came home with mcdonalds fries yesss

i fee llike 99% sober so now i'll leave it here. byw!!