Today I'm kind of feeling sad :(

My video didn't turn out as good as I wanted it. It was improved from last time since I got a pop filter for my microphone, but I think the script I wrote was a little disappointing. I'm not even sure who I'm comparing myself to, but I just feel like I could've done a lot better.

The reason I haven't been posting very much on Spacehey is because I've been depressed. I feel like life is too hard and I don't have enough support to get through it. It seems like when I try to find solutions, I get knocked back really hard, and it's really demotivating.

I feel like I can't do anything right. It's so much easier to hide under the cover and shut my eyes as tight as I can. I don't want to continue to be a failure.