See you later texas!

I just came back from a trip to Texas, and it was really fun! I got to see a lot of things, including the beach. I'm not much of a swimmer, but the waves were really fun to jump in. I forgot all about my social anxiety and just had really good family memories. Sometimes I do agree it really is our phones and just us having too much time in our heads for negativity to be easy to think about, because now I'm home and I feel really bewildered. The grass here isn't as green as it was in Texas. The people there were friendly, and with everything going on in the world right now, I felt invincible there. I learned a lot about Texas historically, and it made me a little upset that now we are acting as if taking over someone else's home is an okay thing to do, and trying to deport those same people. (im mexican, btw) It breaks my heart. But, besides my deep emotions. I went to the Houston Rodeo and DANG, there are so many people lol. and like people PLEASE put some damn clothes on, I do NOT want to be seeing your ass cheeks or your tatas while I'm eating my damn fries. LIKE FUCK. This is also a KIDS space its a damn carnival. I also thought the birds there were so BEAUTIFUL, like omg the great tailed grackle is such a vocal bird, I had so much fun admiring how they looked. i wish i had a pretty bird like there here in midwest :( 
Anyway, I got a My Little Pony skullpanda, it was Rainbow Dash. They were all so pretty! I hope I can go to Texas again! I also really wanna go to California to see my online friend. 
PERHAPS in the future, not anytime soon though. 
Thats it for my first blog, thanks! bye! - T