Digital diary: Same memory from [2025 Halloween]

I keep having a memory from last years halloween celebration come up in my mind.

I was so drunk, so so fucking drunk, got a recording of me barely able to step in a way to show of my costumes tail. I loved it but it was also scary, that was the most drunk I have ever been so far. 
While I was this drunk I sat down, pretty close to my friends but still out of a arms reach. Not even 5 minutes can have passed before I was surrounded by a group of much older men, I can't remember if it was 5 or 8 of them but there were a lot of them and they keep wanting me to meow for them. Drunk as I was I sort of did a "nya", wich was dumb i guess, because after that there was a hand on my waste holding on to me and another one of them asked me a weird question. 
Luckley one of my friends turned around and saw me surrounded and pulled me out of the circle. It was definitely not a good experience.... yet I keep kind of wanting that again, it's just like with another bad memory from when I was a little kid.
Why am I like this???