First blog :/

This is my first blog!! It’s going to be a vent unfortunately, also I’m not quite sure how long these are supposed to be lol.

What I wanted to kind of vent about is being scared of being close with people. I am not a very touchy person and I just am not a fan but I fear it’s because I don’t want to get close to others. I don’t think it was a conscious thing, I used to be like really close with people. Whenever people try to hug me I am always hesitant and it almost always gets awkward:I and I hate it. There is a part of me that doesn’t want it to be this way and all I want is to be cool with it but I just can’t do it, it just kills me when it’s like that. But whateves we ball I guess