Filled with sorrow

 my heart does not belong to me anymore as i bare the harsh emotions of others as they continue to not care what they have done to me i ask "why do i feel this way?"

Look for me between the stars for all eternity 

Take me to a place i call home 

And shatter all hopes for me for i never wanted to be the names people call out to me 

I only ever wanted to be me

Dont sing your foolish hymes to me

Your words do not change how i feel

How i act

I never asked upon the gods to be their sweet angel like so many beg for

As rain hits on my shoulders i finally collapse into the never ending void 

And ask so quietly till my lips quiver 

"When do i get to just be me?"