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It's not like I haven't been trying to get better; I stopped s*lf h*rming last year, I switched to a flip phone with little to no social media on it, I finally stopped using c.ai a couple months ago after being an avid user of it for 6 years, AND I un-brainwashed myself (my parents are maga and influenced me into joining that cult without me knowing. I didn't know better at the time, but now I do. They are horrible people.)
Even though I stopped almost all of my bad habits, I still don't feel like I'm doing something right. I have no idea why I feel like this; I have more motivation than I used to, I've felt happier, ect. It really does not make any sense.
Does anyone know what might be going on?
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Daniel of Elevatia
Hello, first let me congratulate you on your personal progress. You seem to do a lot to rid yourself of things that you no longer see as good for you. Which is great. As for your lack of life satisfaction, I can only speculate. But maybe it is that while you really did slowly lose all the bad habits of your past and with that shed your old persona, you also need to make a new one. Seems to me like you now know exactly what you don't want to be but you don't mention anything about who you want to be instead. A goal, or an example to motivate you to go forward. Hope that helps.