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Actually I think my mom is crazy,bc she trats EVERYONE bad,she doesn't even say good morning to me,she js shouts at me. Every fucking day we argue,but bc she crashes out with every single thing that I do.
3 years ago,everyday some guys at my school bullied me,and at some point,I js tried to kill myself. But I didn't tell anything to her,bc I thought she didn't need to be more stressed, but 2/3 weeks after my 1st try, she js said the I was an error and that i ruined her life.
At the time,I thought if I was the top 1 on class or be more quiet, she would like me,but everyday she gets more stressed n screams more,she is pregnant n I'm so sorry for that baby,bc it will have to go trough all of this.
Today we had to clean the house,but when I came home from school I needed to study for the test that I talked abt before. And it took me 2/4 hours to understand the subject that I was studying,but when she came home she js started to scream at me,but when I tried to argue she js started crying and saying that I'm not worth anything.I hope I don't kill myself before I am able to drink or be on a date lol
On my 18th bday,I will go and I will NEVER look back
Anyways, if u have any experiences like ts feel free to talk to me or comment
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My mother is tyrannic and wants me just to be at the top of the entire fucking world in school and she doesn't even reward me if I'm first in class and is always worried whether ill get good grades, I think she only sees me as grades
I'm also gonna find every way to go out and ill never look back