First and probably my only blog

I applied to a couple of colleges I'm interested in but the awaiting for decision status I got is literally stressing me out lol. 

Lately I've been trying new things and stuff like hobbies so that's pretty neat. I just needed a lot of distractions since so much has been going on in my life, I've got a pile of work and I guess I grew apart from people i met on here.

I'm trying to make new friends and stuff but I just don't know if that's what I actually want. 

Obviously I'm stressed about entering a new phase in my life -,-;

Sometimes, I get the feeling if just go with the flow I lose control of my life and I think I can get pretty pushy with making things go my way.

Maybe I could make friends. I'll see what happens really.

-June :)