guy lore?

Okay so like I learned that he lowk IS A HOE like I've figured and he finds a lot of women hot and he lowk "messes around" with all of his female friends BUT HEYYY That means I get practice with someone experienceddddddddddddddddd (also he genuinely likes me as a friend I've gotten clarification from like literally everyone he's close to so he's not using me just to do stuff with he genuinely likes being around me but making out is a bonus)

It's a rough spot right now because I have no obsession and he's the only thing that brings me joy even tho he's just a fwb sooo yeah is it a good decision to fool around with this guy no probably not but it makes me happy and feel joy and that's all I need right nowwwww