My crush (pt2)

Sooooo.. not a lot of stuff has happened but I wanna talk about him again :) Sooooo like uh he's still kinda REALLY weird about stuff which lowkey pmo >:( But i still like him so yeah.. ANYWAYS back to the point, at the day I'm writing this which is march 11th 2026 my science teacher sat us next to each other!! Which isn't that exciting.. but it is to me!! These two girls who WERE my friends like him which is so stupid because one of them said she hates him or how he looks now and now that i like him I find out that she likes him like omg :P My other friends think i kinda have a chance with him but I don't think so I mean I want to believe I do but i just can't I constantly feel like I'm  not good enough and that I'm sooo chopped i mean especially because of all these STUPID beauty standards like ok I don't have an hourglass body but SO WHAT like normalize letting people look how ever they want and not judging them anywaysss so like yeah I wish he would like me Sooooo BADLY but I know it won't happen but that's ok -_-

ANYWAYS byeeee