tired of school :(

i seriously can't wait to change schools. i'm so tired of this one..

i've been studying here for like 10 years already, and now they forced me to take this course (i literally had no choice), so i have to stay at school from 7am until 4pm every single day just for that. it's exhausting.

and the worst part is that i don't have any friends in my class anymore. they mixed all the classes at the beginning of the year and put me in a class with NO friends. my class last year was literally perfect. and now everything just feels wrong :(

all of this makes me really anxious. i even started taking medication for it, but honestly it doesn't really help.. and idk why.

i just want to move to the same school my bestie went to this year.. but now i have to wait until next year. it feels so far away.

anyway... i just wanted to say that i'm really not able to deal with all of this right now.. but i guess i don't really have a choice </3