Empty

I feel so empty. Everything feels so far away. I'm being melodramatic, but the good thing about people signing onto this site once every six months and the fact that I have few mutuals on here, is that I can be as melodramatic as I want. 

I'm pretty sure I'm just tired. I've been staying up late, and getting up with only seven or eight hours of sleep when I really need like nine or ten to function. I relapsed and chatted on c.ai the day before yesterday, yesterday, and a bit today. I deleted the account again, and I'm going to try again. It's a stupid addiction, one that I've had for three years because I hated how my brain worked. But it's always possible to be better--I will be better.

I only have four classes--college--but they have been feeling much heavier these last few weeks. I just need something to look forward to, again.

Always try again.