I feakin h8 meh life

for the past couple of weeks I lek been dihpressed, not rly, my mom just thinks so. tmr I get my blood drawn, so she can give me stupid dihpression med that I DONT need ;-; and im scared so im writing this. yesterday my mom brought me to get myeloid drawn and like a pussy I cried and didn't show my arm ;-; can you blame me tho? the thought of a needle going into my vein isn't something I want. this can't be legal I don't feakin want this. at least tmr they're gonna drug me so ill be all drowsy and won't comprehend what's happening to me until its to late. I hope I get my phone back after that. I tried to make an instagram on my laptop but the software is hella outdated and it just won't work. I wanna text my crush :( I miss them. I wanna tell them that I miss them and that I love them, I doubt they wanna hear it but Its the truth. okay that's my story bai. bfvywufhuirhgf I really love the color orange hi okay bai.