My day because I’m feeling goated

Tw: Shit posting omg RUN 

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“Why are you making this? No one cares about your day bro.”

I made this because I wanted to, duh. Also because I saw people whining and complaining about posts being “only” political, or just whining because people talking about “bad” things in general. Which is about the war, and yes political stuff. Not that I mind, it’s pretty easy to just ignore those blogs in my opinion. But then again people will whine about almost anything, not that I’m saying it’s god awful to complain about the blogs having serious topics. Just mentioning it, don’t bite me thank you.

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My day was actually pretty awesome, in a way. The part that ruined it was my friend being mad that I got in contact with someone again, I thought they’d be more supportive. :p Which made me feel bad and kinda guilty, but gods I don’t regret it. I’ve missed this person so much, they were my favorite person. They were the reason I found out I had bpd, which shocked me at the time.

I kinda understood why my friend was mad at me though, I was mad at myself for even talking to this person. If I wanted, I could write pages about this person. I never loved someone so much (corny alert ewww get off the stage 🍅🍅🍅)

I also went for a walk today with my cousin, it was a bit cold without my jacket but I made it luckily. I’m so utterly excited for spring, it’s my favorite season if you got rid of autumn. I have this little garden next to the building I always go to for studying and I got permission to plant my flowers there when spring starts. So I’m sooo happy for that. I love planting flowers, it’s one of my favorite hobbies during spring and summer.

After my walk, I played on my laptop after, boring Roblox games. This is where I told my friend I got back with this person, it made me feel bad for a while. I almost regretted even telling them, but I don’t like hiding stuff from them because they’re so important to me. So I lowkey just sucked it up and got over it.

Then ANOTHER walk? I must be crazy, but it was so nice out today, minus the cold of course. I never thought I would get into walking again. I used to when I was little, I would go to the park with my grandma and my brother. We’d go to this park that had like a road ring around it, my grandma would walk around on the ring, my brother and I would play at the park. I was skinny back then lol.

(This goes off topic quite a bit, sorry.)

Then I went home around 6:00pm, my grandma made rice and spam with chicken soup. It was so good I love my grandma. :p

Then at 7:00, my grandma asked if I could finish the laundry next door, I say next door because the building we live next to has a laundry mat. I was gonna say no but my grandma just made dinner and she would lowkey whip me if I didn’t so I did. I even folded it for her and put it away because I’m goated like that.

Then I fixed my bed and spilled my pop on accident, so I just grabbed water instead. Now I’m here :J

Also got new medication again, it taste awful but it makes me golly so yeah.

Okay bye