I should be happy, but i cant get out my bed /ref

Fuck melanie martinez incase I get cancelled for supporting her, I don't. She can genuinely rot 😭✌

Todays topic:

I feel like absolute horse shit so today I will be making a list of things that make me very sad but I will also make a list of things that make me happy;

-rumors

-anxiety attacks

-my face

-myself in general

-my glasses

-pe

-school

-love

-being alone

-being disliked

-losing friends to rumors

-school mornings

-flashbacks

-hair loss

-stress reactions

-DE GGZ (ggz is gonna get me help) 

Now a list of happy things;

-a tea set I got from my cousin!! 

-my very few friends

-my online friends

-my room

-candy

-my family

I'm scared the list of sad things will be used against me.. I'm not sure if Im still being internet stalked that's why. 

I hate being internet stalked since legit everything i say will be used against me and mainly out of context too. Those pussys won't even ask me what's real or what the context is so then I get to school just to find out 10% of the people there hate me.. 😭