FUCK!!!!!!

im going to a boys house today and im so scared . . . im going at like 1:30 but im SO SCARED because we're gonna be all by ourself at his house watching movies. he isnt the kind of guy to pull something but, i mean, you know. i really like this guy and he likes me but also i kind of dont trust him because like.. okay so we were talking about a year ago, like TALKING talking but apparently he was also talking to another girl. she made the first move and they started dating so he, obviously, cut me off. but also i still feel hurt over that because why wasnt he just talking to me?!?! he told me he liked me then just disappeared!!!!

anyway, we both recently got out of a relationship and he came back saying he was really sorry (he still says it a ton) and then we became friends yada yada then he started flirting with me. i kind of flirted back..? not really but kinda but like IDK!!!! AGHHHHHHHHH!!!!

he told my friend i was "in the bag" which kind of pisses me off because im not a game he can win and he sure cant win me that easily >:(