My Precious Friends 3/9/2026

    The weather is quite weird lately, it would be really hot then be cold the next day. A dear friend of mine enjoys the warm weather a lot, I don't really understand how they do while wearing a sweater TvT My other set of friends would go to the shade during lunch while I stay with them out in the sun, they seem happy though so I don't really mind. I really like their company <3 Speaking of friends, lately I've been talking to an old friend of mine and it brings me more joy than I'd like to admit lol. Prior to current events  I felt like they've forgotten or don't seemed to care. During near the end of school and summer we've shifted apart. I blame myself for it as I was going through some things and didn't reach out as much, but alas friendship is always inconsistent anyways. I'm glad we're talking again because they mean a good lot to me. Getting my navy digitally obliterated is worth it. I adore my friends, they accept my eccentrics and engage in odd conversations, I hope we all won't be strangers anytime soon. Drifting apart is a normal thing in life but I hope we still mean something to each other. I barely see some of my good friends nowadays, I wish them the very best.

     Life has been pretty much stagnant with some few funny moments there and there. I had a conversation with my father about how he came to America. My parents work really hard to retire in peace and provide for my siblings and I. My father telling me about how you only live once and you have to make things happen yourself. I admire my parent's resilience through it all. I live in such a fortunate situation, and I fear I've don't deserve at all. I need to improve because I've been doing quite worse lately. I owe it to them to do better. Perhaps that's my new motivation, to take care of them and help others. A funny moment that happened currently was watching my little cousin's school play in Nevada. The play was Matilda and it was so fun and those children are so incredibly talented. I need to use Matilda's mindset lmao. Teach me your ways tiny British schoolgirl.

           "Just because you find that life's not fair, it doesn't mean you just have to grin and bear it. If you always take it on the chin and wear it. You might as well be saying you think that it's okay. And that's not right. You have to put it right. But nobody else is gonna put it right for me. Nobody but me is gonna change my story"

      Really looking forward to the new Oshi no Ko episode, I'll probably yap about it on Wednesday. I'm glad Aqua and Kana are making up and becoming good friends again from the last episode. The detail showing how Ai was secluded from the other B-Komachi members then switches up her persona when she realizes she's in the camera's view was really cool. I feel bad for Ruby, how she felt betrayed by Aqua from revealing Ai's secret. Then practically disowned him. My only critique of the episode is that they cut out Aqua and Kana's conversation regarding why they've drifted apart, maybe it'll be touched upon later on, so it's not too unresolved. I get it, like time constraints and such but I really love the line "You're my precious friend" Other than that, fantastic episode