eng lyrics to stuck in the past by tuyu

i'd used to write english lyrics to japanese songs back in 2023 or so (i remember one to idol by yoasobi) i deleted those tho, but i wanted to try again! this has been on my mind since i came back from school (ᓀ ᓀ)

stuck in the past - tuyu

Right now.

I breath in the air and I breath it out.

Right now.

I live the type of life that all the norm does.

Right now.

I look up from my head to see the skies above.

Right now.

I see a plane flying past by.

Right now.

That cloud in the sky, I want to chase it.

Right now.

But even if I wanted to, I don't move.

Right now.

So what will happen...while I just stand still?

Well, nothing will happen.

My "now's" unfulfilling.

it's so unfulfilling.

Like the smell of the ground after the rain stops,

I think I just remembered something.

But to think of it now would just be futile,

why can't I understand that yet?

I can't think of the "then", I'm living in the "now".

I'll move a step at a time into the "soon".

That's the only path that's open to me,

that's what I thought I'd go by...

but it's,

so dark, so dark, so dark, so dark,

I can't see.

The dark, the dark engulfs me.

The life I had then, how good it was so back then,

I want it back.

(I can't go forward, I'm stuck inside the past.)

My life, my life, my life, my life,

I took it granted, it was all I ever needed.

If only I could press rewind and go back in time to relive it.

I lost you, and who I am. I lost all the things that I hold close to me.

Right now.

My mouth opens, I can feel a yawn come.

Right now.

I'm half asleep, but I wake up to groom myself.

Right now.

I look down below, what's this that I see?

Right now.

A puddle of the rain shows me my faee.

Right now.

I wish it could consume me, to drown me.

Right now.

Who cares about the people that surround me.

Right now.

So what will happen...while I just stand still?

Well, nothing will happen.

My "now's" unfulfilling.

it's so unfulfilling.

it's dark, it's dark, it's dark, it's dark,

i can't see.

The dark, the dark engulfs me.

The life I had then, how good it was so back then,

I want it back.

(i can't go forward, i'm stuck inside the past.)

My fame, my popularity,

I let it go already, I don't even need it.

They'll only pay attention if I make a mess of my sobbing.

I lost you, and all my hope. I lost all the things that I hold close to me.

Right now.

I breath in the air and I breath it out.

Right now.

I live the type of life that all the norm does.

Right now.

I look up above to the skies above.

Right now.

The sunset, it's beautiful.

Right now.

That cloud in the sky, I want to chase it.

Right now.

But even if I wanted to, I don't move.

Right now.

So what will happen...while I just stand still?

Well, nothing will happen.

My "now's" unfulfilling.

it's so unfulfilling.

(Who cares, i'll still die.)

My life, my life, my life, my life,

I took it granted, it was all I ever needed.

If only I could press rewind and go back in time to relive it.

I think, this might just be my worst.

The festivals that I hear already past by.

They're just like withered leaves that dance inside the air, they all fly away.

I lost you, and all my hope. I lost all the things that I hold close to me.

Right now.

There's nothing good I feel deep in my heart.

Right now.

I breath in the air and I breath it out.

Right now.

There's nothing good I feel deep in my heart.

Right now.

My feet sit above a sandy beach.

Right now.

Those clouds in the sky, I want to chase it.

Right now.

My feet make a step, they're towards the sea.

Right now.

I guess the "me" you met, it was the "me" you couldn't stop.