3/10/26 Blog!

Okay, took a couple days break, doing better for the most part. 

I've been cleaning out my depression room so now it's less messy and chaotic! Only problem is that my mom keeps leaving messes in a room I JUST CLEANED. (She keeps her shit in my room because there's nowhere else to put them, my uncle stays in the other room that was supposed to be hers.)

I've also been working on my Long Fic ! It's been going super well, I love all the comments I get. It's taken me a long time to realize and accept just how much my writing makes others happy. It makes me smile, feel a little good about myself.

Which, is super fantastic. Because my self worth is usually always at a all-time low. 

I got to watch most of HoloFes! My wifi was bad during it, and I had a panic attack prior to the 3rd stage- But, my best friend clipped it for me! 

Tako Takover live happened and it was just as great as I thought it would be. There's also gonna be a new Kronii Original! OH! And, Kiara performed Ego live in the free portion and I was genuinely screaming since I loveeee Kiara Takanashi. She's a big inspiration for me. 

Other then that, i'm super excited because I got a birthday gift for myself. Three more Limbus Company plushies and one of those manjuu mascot blind boxes they had. I got Rodion, Ishmael, and Sinclair. 

Sure it cost me like...a hundred dollars lmao- But, nobody in my family literally will get me anything remotely like this without making fun of me so I'm not gonna sit there for 45 minutes trying to explain to them what I want. I literally got laughed at just for wanting to see Iron Lung (which was fucking peak btw I loved it)

Plus, my family is so forgetful towards me. Everyday they forget what college classes I take, the things I like. Hell, they've forgotten actual aspects of who I am and my tastes. Like, my own mother forgot I ate and loved Cosmic Brownies (I HAVE LITERALLY BEEN EATING THEM MY ENTIRE LIFE.)

She also told me, like to my face, that second born children are always forgotten.

---> Is her second born child.

Like wow, thanks mom. 

So, my goal for my 20s, since I am turning 20 in 10 days... Is to be unforgettable to everybody else!