first evr blog post here

waaah.. hey!! really excited to start using my spacehey more often. still trying to get the hang of a lot of stuff honestly, but it's been a lot of fun!! i think my goal rn is to figure out how to post my art here. not that i have been drawing much as of late in all honesty lol, but even just doodles or little projects i'm working on. i've been missing the photo aspect of instagram so i'm hoping to kinda get some of that feeling back through uploading nature photos i get here too!! def might need to ask some of my more tech savvy friends for help tho lolz. i also kinda want to talk about mundane stuff, so warning for anyone reading this if that sounds extremely boring! :,)

mundane/journal-ish stuff:

just got out of work and had a bunch of quesadillas while watching dan and phil lol. literally so peak. i have to go to a therapy group later, usually a lot of people don't show up but the tips i learn are really useful for my bpd honestly so it helps. i'm thinking of maybe hanging out with some friends later if i can get a ride too, i've been trying really hard to get myself out of my shell more. it feels like i've actually been wanting to initiate hang outs more. i'm slowly getting further from my hermit-like ways lol! i still usually need a lot of time to recharge tho.. so maybe not entirely. it's felt so nice spending more time with people though, even if it's a challenge to get myself to feel comfortable in new situations. i watched bocchi the rock recently (and then rewatched it like a couple days later LOL) and i just connect with bocchi's progression so much. it's comforting to know so many other people relate to her too, it makes it easier to be kinder to myself in situations where i slip up socially. basically i love quesadillas and friendship.