If youve been up to date with my weird blogs/rants you'll know that i recently got SA'd and my friend showed off her SH to me and the poser issue and that was ALL one girl. And earlier she was hinting that she liked this girl in our class so naturally i innocently started asking questions and suspected it was this one girl that she was getting close to, normal right? Then she whispered in my ear while we were walking and she said "Tbh i kinda like everyone a little in this class" and while i was thinking about the conversation for a bit i realized, that means she also has a crush on ME. Which i find SUPER DUPER weird given that i think im aroace and im open about HATING relationships and just physical touch and just everything abt it. If you dont know shes very touchy and makes me uncomfy very often. Whatever i thought to myself and just thought she was just playing right, then she started drifting from the old girl i suspected her to like and guess what..she started drifting closer to the one and only, me. She also put on her story "who wanna be my partner (preferably a girl) LIKE ANYONE WOULD AUDITION </3 and im a trans dude or i identify as a dude so i feel like its kinda invalidating me/ gives me dysphoria tbh and just because i present myself more fem doesnt make me less of a man. I REALLY wanna cut her off because shes just making my cortisol so high, but seriously i feel so stressed and uncomfy with her and she just makes my life even more stressful than it already is with my ED and SH and just everything.
Sorry this was kinda longer than my usual rant i guess.
My friend might have a crush on me...
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