My friends don't have the same schedule... </33

One of my darling-est darlings is not at school today, and all my other friends have tests when I'm on break. Soooo lonely. Also, next week, it's my test week, meaning we'll still not be on break at the same time ! Ugh... Me when my life is a literal hell...

Anyway, the biggest loss is my darling-est darlings not being at school. I mean, usually we'd wait for one another after his break or after my school time.

Like, last test week we had tests at the same time, and sometimes I'd wait like two and a half hours for him to finish his test. From start to finish I'd wait it out, just so we could spend his tiny little break together, even though my schedule had ended already. 

I just wish we had our tests at the same time. 

Also, last time was probably the last time we'd have our tests together. Like... They're all last years, and I'm the year before. The thought of having to spend more than a whole year without them makes me wanna puke. I just love them so much, I wish we had more time together.

And I know what you're thinking. "But Isa! Just because you won't be at the same school as them doesn't mean you'll be any less friends with them!" And sure! We'll still be friends, but at the same time... Every time I switch classes, and switch schools, something happens. Something bad. Something I don't like. It's like a pattern, and who says it won't happen again?

Besides, if I'm this sad I won't see my darling today, how do you think I'll survive MORE THAN A WHOLE ASS YEAR. 

Whatever. Maybe he'll be able to hang out more, at least.