March 8th (just know this is about r4p3)

Yesterday was March 8th, and I didn't do anything because I don't like being in the marches, but I'm in favor of it, But then I saw on TikTok that there were girls at the marches posting their stories about how they had been r4p3d. So I thought I'd say it here. I didn't tell anyone else because I don't know if it's considered r4p3 or if I'm overreacting. 

So, I was 9 or 12, I don't really remember. My mom travels for work and she was working around that time. I missed her and wanted a hug.

So I asked my dad if he could sleep with me so i can Hug him instead of My mom (My dad, brother, mom sleep in the same room). I have a good relationship with him, but I think he misunderstood..

I woke up in the early morning feeling something in my chest, and it was him, and his mouth..

I didn't say anything and tried to go back to sleep.

In the morning I had to go to school, and when I arrived he told me "I think your brother heard us", as if I had asked him to do it or had been in favor of him doing it..

From then on, I don't trust him that much and I don't hug him much, but I hope he remembers what he did to me, and that he knows that's why I have no respect for him.

Nobody knows about this because they'll tell me "you have to tell someone," and I know that, but I don't want to risk not having a dad, not having a place to live, and losing my things.

My mom says to me, "Something has happened when I go on a trip?," since she always travels for work, i always Say no but that memory always brother me trying to make me Say "yes My dad did _____". I Will never do that, Even if i want to.

If you think women don’t need to march anymore, remember that many girls and women (even boy), still havent been Heard