Social boring stuff

After some time I came to a very interesting conclusion: most conversations that begin with "hello" don't usually last. In the other part, The stranger or further removed from a simple "hello" the beginning is, the longer it might last. 

Or maybe I'm overthinking too much; I tried it and the internet also gave me more results. Even if humans are social creatures, that social aspect is really fucked up, selective, changeable, bipolar, and very disorganized. Some people are indeed talkative, but that doesn't mean they will be willing to talk all the time with anyone . 

And then there is me, Whenever I try to talk to anyone, I seem so monotonous, serious, and blank. Even if the miraculously conversation is going nice and normally, my way to communicate gives the idea of a sleep depraved dry awful person... Unlessforsomefuckingreasonistartwritingwith:3

And now that I think about it, every time I say fuck, when it actually comes out of my voice, it sounds so damn flat and soulless that it seems like just another word for me, but I bet reading it makes it sound much more pronounced, right?