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night time is such a nice and calm environment but can be the most depressing at the same time, wdym Im sitting in my bed in the dark thinking about how terrible i feel yet how nice this moment in life is, how about how exhausted i am to the next second thinking about how much i appreciate life, " its the small things in life you have to appreciate" and i do but it doesn't matter because at the end of the day Im back sitting in bed or at my desk realising how lonely i am.

night time is my favourite time tho, nobody bothers you, i like the cold, the peace and quiet yet i hate how i realize that i feel like nobody likes me or cares 

but at the same time i like the sadness because it proves my point that nobody bothers me because they don't care enough to bother.

but anyway tonight's just one of those nights that are calm but too calm yet can change so fast...