am i worth it?

worth it to be remembered?
do i deserve to be known?
to be acknowledged?
" match pfps w me " why don't u match my desire instead.
wont you actually take the time to get to know me.
to jnderstand the nuances of my being?
to see me for who i am past the flaws and my defenses.
take the risk in jumping over my walls
then see me butt naked , vulnerably raw and real.
" i like you and you piqued my interest " ok thanks
but will you be ready to fight and argue?
will you still be here after i push you away?
willl you nurse me? caress my hair and pat my head when i ugly cry.
will you read my poems and reply a prose back?
will you be on a call with me while i tell u to shut up and listen to me vent?
will you give me directions when im lost on another city?
" why do you still like them after years " well bcs they did all that bruh
and idk if i can find another one like them