I didn't miss the cold weather I just missed you! /lyr

I just did the most badass thing, EVER!! I took a sip of my mom's alcohol. Thats literally it bro. I wanted to see how it tasted cause she described it as horrible. SHE WAS RIGHT BRO 😭😭 genuinely tasted like SHIT. This has very much discouraged me from underage drinking. I don't get how people drink that shit. I had BARELY a sip and it tasted horrid. Never doing that again. I'll stick to my medicine cabinet yo 😭✌anyway winter is like, basically over!!! Just gotta wait for the rain to stop and I'll be walking EVERY DAY!!! Trust me bro we're gonna do at least 5k steps per day (cuz I'm goated) I'm gonna burn SO many calories this summer!!!! On another note, I don't think I'll be able to swim this summer cuz of my scars :-( this sucks cause swimming is awesome! Maybe I'll tell my mom or something so she isn't off put by my scars. Idk. I'm lowkey scared of forced recovery :'[ but hey if I already recover before then it's NOT forced recovery. I'm the smartest guy ever. My friends make recovery really easy!! Everytime I'm feeling down I just say 'hi' or sum in the groupchat and it starts a conversation! It gets my mind off things. I love talking to my friends. I love all myfriends so much!! I wish I could hug every one of them!! Plus ever since breaking up with my ex (about a month ago) I've been doing so much better! I dont feel dread when I get a notification anymore! I think I'm slowly rising from my rock bottom! So far Ive even quit ONE thing I was addicted to! I'd rather not disclose what it was but it truly has made every day so much better! I love my life :] I cherish every day I am able to wake up and talk to my loved ones! I've been taking better care of myself! I brush my hair and teeth every day again! ^_^ I wish everyone an amazing day!