what's happening to me?

I often forget to ask people questions. I mean, questions about their weekend. their days, their life. it looks like i dont care, but I do. I just don't know what to say. I don't know how to speak clearly anymore. It's as if some invicible anxious being is taking over my tongue, my mouth.

Lately i've been tripping over almost all of my words. It makes me feel retarted; It makes me sound retarted.  KMS. XX.

i noticed i don't like talking about myself to people, i love being the center of attention though. I just don't like answering questions about myself. I don't trust you enough. Okay that's a lie. I'm an open book. But my co-workers are all like ancient...

Like how am I supposed to tell 40 year-old 'Steven' that I had my tongue down my crushes throat last friday night? 

Would make a good story though.