myself and the start of my journal (i accept friends)

personal journal starts here. currently medicated at 20mg zyprexa, 500mg depakote, 1mg klonopin, 10mg lexapro. thoughts jumbled all together, cant explain fully. my reality is slipping and splitting into delusions and magical thinking. hyperactive the last day, but i hope the antipsychotic will work or at least make my life managable.