Boys boys boys

Well so BG has been SO OFF lately, it’s making me really upset and wondering if I really like him— or just the thought of him -\_(•~•_/-

I really thought it would be me and him at the end of the year as we’ve had contact for ONE YEAR AND TWO MONTHS. Okay I’m raging.. but u guys get me :’(

BUT ANYWAYS——

This new guy, M, began to text me through TikTok dm’s and we clicked IN AN INSTANT. Like he’s so cute, and so sweet, and doesn’t even ask nasty ass questions (brb, celebrating.)

But he’s a half year younger than me— I’m born in July 2009, he’s born January 2010… BUT HE’S BUILT; like muscles and THAT JAWLINE?! GODDAMN. Okay, I think he’s my future husband, even though he lives 4-6 HOURS away :’(