tixa's interlude

hellooooo people on my screen!

starting off real nice.... happy international women's day to all of my sisters out there in the world! I love and cherish every single one of y'all!

secondly..... I forgot this even existed. yeah, I created this account ages ago, I updated it from time to time, but I never really gave it much thought. i might get a little more active here.

i'm actually supposed to be studying for my portuguese test that i have tomorrow, but i really don't wanna. i'd rather just do anything useless (staring at the damn wall) than to study grammar. it's my senior year, give me a break!!!!!!! 

also, i'm turning 18 on the 26th.......... i dont know how to feel. mentally, i'm still 13, what do you mean i'm gonna become an adult in less than a month??!! time isn't real, i swear. Speaking of time flying real fast.... i'm gonna see MCR in Madrid on July 18th (they better play Vampire Money or TYFTV when i get there) with one of my closest friends. And I have no idea how we're gonna get there. the cheapest, fastest, and honestly most terrifying way of getting there is by plane, but i'm severely scared of heights and planes overall. and there really isnt a not-so-polluting way of getting to Madrid.

the funniest part is that we're two awkward kids who barely leave their shitty portuguese hometown, yet we thought "hmmmmmmm yesssss going to spain all alone sure is a good idea". but it's gonna be SO worth it! i can't believe i'll see my chem. 

enough of concert talk. i'm nervous.

anyway. moving on.

i have been very into glam metal again...... i've had my phase as a kid, in 10th grade, and now. i've been into anything metal-adjacent, really, which is funny, considering that my all-time favorite artist is Michael Jackson. My best friend is so sick of me telling her some severely underrated facts about that man, i swearrrr. also, my sister made me listen to Motionless in White, and i swear........ i think i developed a hardcore crush on Chris Motionless. oops.

speaking of crushes.... as a somewhat alt bisexual girl, i just realized i'm such a cliché! I have a strong preference for mascs, butches, stems, studs.... you name it (don't get me wrong, I also ADORE femmes, i'll never exclude others like me). and when it comes to men... i love 'em when they're androgynous. except for my schizuationship (it's not even considered a situationship, how sad). he's everything but androgynous, and he's so pretty. ugh, gross.

what was i gonna say? oh, yeah, there's nothing wrong with being cliché. nothing wrong with being basic either (cue Basic Being Basic by Djo)

Speaking of Djo... i've been a fan since 2022, before Decide even dropped, one of the things on my life's bucket list is to see them live. I love Joe Keery's vocals, i swear.

anyway.

i've been re-reading Sputnik Sweetheart for my reading project. I'm not much of a reader, but god, now i remember why this is my favorite book of all time. it's just perfection to me. It's one of the very few books i can read without even taking a break and without my head hurting (Saramago i'm looking at you)

i don't have much else to say. give me glam metal recs please. and if you're also going to see mcr in madrid, dm me! tell me what ur fav mcr songs are! idk man, i everyone is welcome here! 

byeeeeeeee!! :))))

- Tixa <3