Gender update numero dos >_< + social lyfe

March 11th I finally get my Testosterone referral and in 3-4 months if I'm approved, I'll start testosterone a little bit before or after I turn 18 ^_^

Not much has going on, I still don't speak to people and I started realizing since I only had one irl friend majority of my life, I don't know how to talk to people properly nor do I really get social cues and whatnot blah blah blah so its hard to keep friends around, anywho,

I do talk to this one guy he's pretty nice and weird like me so he's really easy to talk to. I've developed a crush but the thing is he doesn't like guys!!! Kinda sucks but atleast he is a good friend and I'm okay with that for now.