Nothing but stars and silence

So right now im sat in a motel room (you know you life aint going right when living in one of these) i haven't spoken to a single human in like a week now. Im only here as for emergency housing but its in the middle of nowhere. I have walked all these lil back roads about a dozen times already and i think i may be going a lil crazy here. As much as i enjoy all this night sky and away from everyone it ai t half boring on my own. There is only so much music and podcast you can take. I miss people. I miss human interaction so much but even now with everything going on everyone just avoids everyone. Kinda sucks. So theres my lil rant