IM BACK 🎉🎉🎉⸂⸂⸜(രᴗര๑)⸝⸃⸃

after the UK ban (and like no more imgur hello???? I can't see anything on blogs anymoreee) and then I also forgot my password and had to reset it so like.. yeah! also broke my laptop about a year ago lol I got a notif for that in my gallery kind of cracked me up cause now Im borrowing my brother's one so here's to NOT breaking this one!!!!)  I logged back in finally after finding ways heh

also I kind of hate instagram now?? whatever that means but yeh instagram comments keep pmo I feel like im being actively convinced that shit is normal when I know it isn't so so weird uhh soo its been a whole year since I last logged in and I feel like the green piss filter needs to go and I want to update the whole page?? not too sure about that one to be very very honest

graduatinggg

anyway I have about three(ish?) months till I complete my undergrad which is literally less than 12 weeks haha not that far away when I think about it now (gluP!) uh so I kind of sort of should have locked in this reading week but icba to be very honest and I have like a bajillion courseworks to do (dissertation, a dissertation presentation, a job interview, CV, a presentation for a case study module, coursework for another case study module. oh and a whole other exam aswell and soooo) 

and then I also have to get a new passport otherwise im kind of sort of an illegal and could get kicked from my course in the final few months haha? not too sure about that uhh but the world news isn't any more hopeful now is it??? is this spiralling???

uhh I wanted to add some pictures of my cat but I just realised I don't even have much of him in my phone and I just like kidnapped him to my room to give him a mini-tour cause he's never allowed upstairs cause he sheds sooooo much but not for long cause it annoys my mum. also.. its been raining SOOOO much in London I kind of hate it here can Summer just come around now... okay???

deep diving into Kpop: I love 2nd gen!

low-key fell down the Kpop rabbit hole over the summer which was super fun I'll link the playlist somewhere somehow um anyway yeah I loooooove snsd and brown eyed girls and f(x).. I link the playlist here now, okay?

oh I think I broke my MacBook Spotify?? that's fun. I think I put something in the bin that I shouldn't have? whatever I have a YouTube playlist prepared for situations like this (smirks) wait lol it didn't even export properly hah..

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0JJVAJIqW60UuVDhy1axFY?si=SsVXqjtgRQmvpTcY7WCUcg

I wish Taeyeon x Tiffany ship could have been pregant with me cause then id be cool and amazing

genuinely some of the best music I've ever heard was created by the final-stage capitalism Kpop machine uhhh its so awesome! fandom wars and controversy gotta be some of the best content ever ever like it revitalises fandom culture in a way nothing else ever will its amazing how shared hatred can bring people together. speaking of culture I finally....

FINISHED RREADING ORV

WHICH WAS AMAZING I ALMOST CRIED SO MANY TIMES

it was soo ugh hsy/yjh/kdj trouple shipping might be the best thing to come out of the fandom and also like the monkey king... glup he's so fucking hot I won't explain any further except for my favourite art for chapter 300 celebration if I can find it somewhere T_T

whatever I'll it whenever I find it.. oh the link broke fml T_T

yay okay I found a link online 

why is the monkey king so goated!?!? I guess we'll never know

also I kind of went crazy after this and made a playlist of all monkey king related tv shows on serializd (link here for the curious https://www.serializd.com/list/501769) which was fun and a good laugh heh I didn't realise he was so under appreciated??? hello if there are one hundred sun wukong fans, I am one of them. if there is one sun wukong fan, that's me. IF THERE ARE NO SUN WUKONG FANS LEFT ON THE ENTIRE FACE OF THE EARTH I AM DEADD 

ahem I l also love Kim-com family dynamics its so cute and entertaining to read about them but Jung Heewon and Lee Hyunsung ending... wahhhhhhh. the side stories are pretty good too which will be a good thing to do until the anime/anei is finally released im waiting for any updates on that cause I've been deceived into believing its. a 2026 slated release maybe fall season?? idk but im reading manhwa for the time being and its finally getting to the real nitty and gritty parts of the novel which is amazing also I love hsy, okay?? I am the biggest hsy fan on earth, okay???

also. upgraded to iOS 26 what's it called and I kind of hated it? but like now I kind of liking it??? it'll take some getting used to and I detest how the control centre has been redesigned but I'll find a way to make it work I guess...

books

I got a copy of YELLOWFACE which im really excited about!! I already have a copy of Babel I got myself as a birthday present and I loved that book so so much and it's amazing in both the depth of character but also the breadth of its contents. deals with racism, slavery, colonialism, British imperialism, gender bias and sexism, the patriarchy, the class divide, exploitation of children and most of all historyyyyy.. I love the whole BABEL tie-in and Mesopotamia and... Gilgamesh... 

um.. question: why wasn't Gilgamesh featured in ORV as a top constellation?!??!? he is quite LITERALLY the oldest story on Earth and maybe im biased (ITS LITERALLY GILGAMESH) but I think he should have been in the main constellation roster because yes and I said so okay bye..

back to books!

I'll probably love every single piece of literature that R.F.Kuang ever puts out because she is my goat and she's amazing and I want to write like her... maybe I should start writing again???

alright big glup I also haven't been doing much with my OC art uhh I should get on that! also new anime has been soo good this season I love fate/strange fake genuinely the best best ever. also love sentenced to be a hero idk make a separate blog when I remember bla-bla-bla.. I kind of want to make this a longer blog but I think I don't know what to say this time apart from incoherent rambling which is kind of fun cause its not like anyone is gonna read this far hehehehehe all 

GOODBYEeee