The Baker🥖

I literally JUST discovered that bulletins and blogs are two completely different things. I’ve posted quite a few things up on my bulletin so that’s really a bummer.. But after 2day, NOTHING can make upset me...

Set the scene:

         I’m sitting on the bench with a friend, letting time fly by as we talk, that’s when she gasped and I was like, totally confused?? As soon as she uttered the words, “OMG don't look over there”, while she’s giggling,,, I looked because seriously what did you expect me to do?!? That’s when I saw that (breathtakingly) CUTEEE baker boy and I assumed that he had come out of the bathroom since he was holding a pass. I couldn’t help it and let out a ‘little’ shriek which most likely embarrassed my friend but when you see THE BAKER/(YOUR)SC what else can you do but that. ANYWHO, since we obviously don’t have any classes together, I wanted to see what class he had at the time and I was going to do that by walking near him and seeing which teacher’s name was on the pass. That idea quickly left when an even BETTER one entered my head. Rather than moving to the/his side, I stayed behind him because I wanted him to hold the door open for me. Not just because HE’D be the one to hold it open (well, kind of) but because obviously, when such a kind gesture is done… One tends to “Thank” them while the other says, “You’re welcome”. I tried to look as normal as possible while walking and I think I got a little self conscious. There’s double doors on the left and right side, I’m pretty sure there was a kid who had went through the right one(s) but that wasn’t where my goal was going so I acted like I was going through the left pair. When (shh) put his hand on the handle and pulled on it, ya know, to open the door. It did not open and I had to suck the laughter into the back of my throat. I was feeling prettyyyy nervy though since I had to literally STOP in my tracks so I wouldn’t bump into his gorgeously lean back. As he started going to the right door(s), I think to myself how embarrassing it would be if he was THAT type of person who opens it for themselves and then just let’s the door go to slam in people’s faces. Then again, it is (shh) so I probs wouldn’t even mind it. The main event is happening, it is HERE. He opens the door and as SOON as it started to close on me, he does that double push thing with his left hand (specifically his fingers, duh) to hold it open and keeps his hand there so I could obviously, not get the back of my head concussed by a GLASS DOOR. It totally could’ve just stopped there but it DIDN’T. His energy gave me literal CHILLS (the good kind, of course), and I said the kindest, most non-nervous sounding, “Thank you!“ that I could. He then LOOKED OVER his left shoulder, stared straight into my eyes, put on this HAPPILY SINCERE SMILE AND SAID “Yeah(!)”. I am not crazy. The way he said it was slightly soft but so straightforwardly sweet. There’s no other way to type this because I can’t even describe it in person. You just had to be me at that moment. I may seem delusional but I FOR SERIOUSLY AM NOT BECAUSE 1. You truly have to see him and know stuff about him to understand why I acted the way I did, (shh) is flawless through and through, everyone knows it and I can tell you this right now. He, without a doubt, will DEFINITELY become famous in the future. THATS how outstanding he is. 2. He could’ve just let the door slam into my head so a Win is a Win. After that, I was living in my own world. Butterflies were fluttering around in my stomach and I just couldn’t be happier (W:FG). I had like, the GOOD VERSION/OPPOSITE of Colly:CobbleWobbles. Retelling the story to my friends, I might’ve freaked out a little 222 much but what can I say, ecstasy takes over the soul!! Class was still in session so during the last ten minutes, I went up to the locker rooms to go change and then it hit me. I am SO.EFFING.STUPID!!!! I had only changed my shirt so the one that I was wearing during my Y/N moment, was a Blue’s Clues (printed) Tee. After that realization, I just repeated to myself that everything above my neck looked cute/okay 2 make myself feel better. Generally though, who CARES?!? That made my entire day and honestly, this moment alone makes me want to get more involved in theatre-like stuff so I can be a little less niche. Ahhh I’m so happy^^

For context: I addressed him as “The Baker” in the beginning because that was literally his role in our school(s) musical this year, which was, “Into the Woods”. That alone should also minorly explain the reason why I feel the way I do about him. He’s a theatre kid, but he’s THE theatre/music kid. Him being my (fav) S(C), I don’t doubt that I (also) unconsciously look up to him because of all his talents. My week has been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo whatevs and I am generally, not the happiest, like at all.. BUT this was definitely a mood changer so now all I have to do is get through tomorrow and have the absolute BEST DAY on Saturday (TTTYG). FOR VERA’S BIRTHDAY <3