Moving So Far....

Guess who's not in Oregon anymore...ME! I fucking hate it here. Ok I dont California I just hate that I was forced to move here, from Louisiana to Oregon, so many people knew me, I felt understood and my mom decided "I hate it here lets go!"....wtf...and guess whos hogging all the attention now...my fuckass brother, dont get me wrong I care about him but it pisses me off because he JUST got off of punishment and he's getting fucking glazed rn...getting all the friend groups n shit. My mom just telling me to talk to people like its that easy. ITS NOT! I have really bad social anxiety but NOOOOOO my mom said I'm just shy right!?.IM FUCKING STRUGGLING HERE... This band is falling I have no membwers at all,no bass,no fucking headphones sink can't play music to calm my nerves so that's just great isn't it!?...I wanna go home man... all were doing is moving from hotel to damn hotel....