I really wanna camp!!!

hey guys , i really wanna camp!! i have plans and already have the supplies, i just wanna camp with my beast friend! we have been planning and stuff but we two have strict families and the place we live in has no camping places around or even woods.

we only have parks and farms , this is not helping! i really want to fish and set fire , roast some marshmallows and sleep in tents , wakeup first thing in the morning and have long walk and explore the nature, why is it soo hard? it is my dream life , i have been watching people camping either solo or pairs and i just want to campp!! like imagine having this in your journal

i want to journal in the woods sooo badd!!

imagine sitting here while it is raining??!? what could be better? also i want this with no internet no phones no canned food, we could have two or three but completely depends on it is not what i mean by camping i want the whole experience , setting tent , swimming in rivers, fishing , set fire, enjoy nature ,i want to climb tree and mountains too! i want to paint in there too! paint the tree ,sky, ground and the creatures there , i want to meet a squirrel, deer, every bird there  maybe snakes and crocodile too , i know it might sound dangerous and maybe risky but i wanttt this!! i like to risk my life , do stupid things and explore everything, why sit and watch tv while you have whole nature outside! i envy people who can do this! can pursue their hobbies 

i have a whole board of camping on Pinterest and im not sick of adding more to it and at night i visit this board and imagine how am i gonna to survive in the woods

okey thanx for reading this :3