I still love him.

It's hard to try to see someone you loved so much as just a friend; I can't help being in love

But he's so complicated. Sometimes he says he loves me and says a lot of really romantic things, but then he starts treating me differently for no reason 

I think he doesn't know what he wants, but I wish he wouldn't keep leading me on with false expectations. 

I will continue to love this boy regardless of anything, but I hope I can overcome this and accept him as just a friend

I care so much about him 

I went a while without talking to him because I was upset, but I don't think he even cared about my absence. Sometimes I think nobody loves with the same intensity that I do