Poem-Ephemeral Love

You are a shadow, you disappear at night and  reappear in dayligh;

Your a wound, I have to keep stabbing myself to see you again because then you disappear if it heals;

You hate the way I do, you look the way I do, you talk the way I do, but we are never the same entity;

I've built walls, standing high, reaching the sky and built with the remains of a beating organ , cemented with my cold blood;

I drink whiskey dipped in sweet delusion with assuaging fantasies;

I tried tampering with the visuals my mind captured, you reinstalled everything;

You created dimensions like missing pieces of puzzles in my clueless life, then you vanished without a trace the way dead people do;