3/3/26

3/3/26

dude ive gotta stop missing blog posts. yesterday i did nothing i stayed home cuz my mom didnt want to drive me to school LOL i missed actually important shit so thats. #fun  emmmmmm today i showed up to school 3 hours late because my mom slept in again XD erugh. i dont feeel good idont want to write this but i hav e to stop missing posts. :p things have been hard and ive been so scared for so many reasons  its giving me physical symptoms More than i alrady have Bruh . -_-   sometimes i get so miserable i think i start lowkey age regressing but its not like Baby age regressing but its like i start wanting to play minecraft and watch bfdi and play roblox and shit like im 11 years old again . that was the happiest period of my life so maybe that makes sense . its really embarassing thougj i keep catching myself sitting with my firey plushie like rocking in place and watching fuckin slime videos and shit Bro . help . i look stupid but Its ok   .   arrrgh i want to draw i want to draw its all i want to do but i just cant bring myself to do it ive had ideas all day but i am just too fatuiged to do anytihng at all 7.7 i kee;p thinking abuot this fuckass glaggle plushie i actually love it so much ithink im gonna ask for it as a birthday gift [only like 3 months away wtaf] its so cute im getting emotional 

today is day 640 no shinjiro and 611 no makoto