school crush

I randomly realized last thursday I have a crush on this girl I've been like kinda frenemies-ish with the entire year. Me and her stay lowkey beefing because she's trifling and I threaten to put my hands on her a lot(not seriously) of course and we're all always laughing because as a class we're always just ctfu. She said something to me thursday that randomly made me realize I had a crush on her and it's genuinely making me feel crazy. The worst part isn't even the fact that she's Russian-Dominican. I asked her early on in the year if she's gay because she's genuinely the gayest person I've met just based off energy. She said she had a "boyfriend in another school" but it was such an obvious lie. Just her mannerisms alone tell me that she's gay the closet's as clear as glass.

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