fake romance.

here I am again, but this time it’s four in the morning, life has been ok recently, or so I thought. I’ve been with a man that knows how to get me drvgs but doesn’t know how to get me flowers, my best friend is mad at me right now because of him, he’s been mean. I’ve been keeping my card up around him, but even that doesn’t do much. He’s embarrassed to hug me and kiss me in front of his friends, he’s embarrassed to post me, to publicly like me. I came back home so I can move on with my life. Not for it to be an ongoing cycle like it was in Texas, now I don’t know what to do because I really like him, but I know he’s not good for me.