HELLOW WORLD im MEDICATED and IMPATIENT

Hi guys i cant put my phone down and i have a whole bunch of stuff due soon. I have been tweeting non stop for the past 46 minutes i rlly need to talk to someone Low key i need a girlfriend. whaaat who said that guys. okay i tru not to be a hopeless romantic bcos lowkey i dont fall in lobe easily but. It’d be nice right. in my head im anticipating the arrival of a special person who will make my day better Someone who will fix everything and make me happy. but tgat is not very realistic nor healthy. Is it a turnoff for girls to not have any relationship experience. i turn 20 this year but I think i have time….. every one has a partner and its getting a little weird. i dont realt have anything to bond over with my coworkers bcos they all talk about their partners so its like uhhhh. Its dumb and makes me feel childish! i always feel childish in comparison to other adults which sucks it really does. im trying to mature my interests. every thing i do really is for my future lifelong partner. is that weird. i look at my hair and wonder whether she’d prefer it short or long. how long will it be when i meet her? would she like me either way? I have lots of assignments due this week….. next week is spring break and i kind of need to recover from my midterms. Its been a year and my favorite band is still my chemical romance. im trying to expand my interests guys. what would she like!