so tirrrrededdd

Using this bulletin blogthing for the first time ever cause i havent put in an effort to this account

Im probably gnna try being online here more often cause thats what happens everytime i get too depressed.

Ive lowkirkgenuinely never been more depressed. I just came out as trans to my friend (who is and absolute sweetheart and does support me) cuz shes been kinda onto me since 6-/7th grade, all she replied with was some chatgpt type shit cuz she types some long ass paragraphs during serious conversations, like just about how “shes sad i feel that way but she doesnt know how to reply”. I was pretty cheery from thestart and then i went back to the self loathing habit.

Tomorrow ill probably just ve all disgusting and pissy at school cuz my mom doesnt get me the help she said she would, old  hag’s too busy drinking every night to book a therapy appointment for lil old me. Im going so deep 2nite. All i wanted was a chubby t-femboy to comfort me but all i got was bullshit dawg 💔 ngggghhhh fuck my big fat chungus life