having friends sucks!!

Don’t get me wrong, I really like my friends, but school was so chill before I had friends in class. I never really had friends and was alone most of the time, but I never had a problem with it. Now I have a friend group, and it’s so f*cking annoying that they talk to me all day and that I have to be with them the whole day. Ughhh…

It’s the same with my friends outside of school. It’s so exhausting that I have to meet up with them regularly so they don’t hate me, but I have so much more fun being alone in my room and not having to talk to anyone all day.

But on the other hand, I don’t want to lose them because sometimes they can be really nice. Actually, I love these people I have a connection with, but not in a typical friend kind of way. Like, I can talk to them when I want to, but when I don’t, I can just go away and carry on with my day.