Friends. More or less important than dating??

Hi!!! Long time no post!!! Sorrrryyyy hehehee

Things have been suuuuper crazy but stuff with my friends has been so so great. I remember a little while ago I mentioned that me and my friends were in a little odd era of our friendship but luckily I have people in my life that respect both me and our friendship and we were totally able to talk it out and properly communicate!!!! And now everything is great!!! I love love love my friends sooo much 

Speaking of friends, I don’t know if I’m going through a weird phase in life or if I’m genuinely not crazy for romance at all but I think I’m genuinely totally disconnected with those kind of feelings. As stupid of decision it is, I got kinda tipsy at a party the other day and made out with somebody but afterwards I didn’t really feel anything. I don’t think I was very attracted to them in the first place, I think I just thought it’d be fun. Even going on simple dates seems totally boring to me. And trust me I’ve tried. Lmao. And it’s not like I only crave physical touch, because that also seems really embarrassing to do too. (Just for me lol you do whatever or whoever you want) I think I’m just really satisfied with my friends and anything I would WANT from a boyfriend or girlfriend I can easily get from my friends! And it’s not like I HATE romance all together. I am very happy for all my friends in their own respectable relationships! And I love to hear about the nice things they have to say! I think it’s absolutely adorable! But I Cannot imagine a fulfilling romantic relationship for myself. Maybe I just have really good friends. Maybe the people around me are just not my type. I don’t know. I do wonder if anybody else feels this way though.

That’s all for now! I should get back to studying for my finals lmaooo bye bye!